Mark 6:31
And away i have been.
Sorry folks but the past 5 weeks have been nothing short of whirlwind. When the plate gets full stuff starts to just fall off, and yeah the blog is always on the edge of the plate...but here we are finally for at least a moment.
I am a mood person, i rarely can force or feign feelings, so if I'm not in the mood to write i just cant. I did write a rather lengthy update the other night and then lost it all in a cyberblip out of sheer irritation i just got up and went to bed never to return until now lol
Pulled in a million directions and yet mostly standing still for the moment life has been keeping me busy.
I have not forgot i am to lose 40 pounds,but until i figure out this hernia gig workouts have come to a slow crawl due to the pain i experience if i overexert anything in my abdomen. I go for hopefully what will be THE last scan later at the end of this month.
Found out today i will be spending a small fortune that could probably feed a third world country on braces for the 2 older kids but hey its only money right....sigh they DO print more every day. That's a relief hehe.
Well i HAVE been up to something, i am about to launch my business The Fairy Party Mother FINALLY! Its been a long time in the making but i am hopeful that all will work out and that it will be fruitful and fun! Cause you know i needed More things on the plate :)
Highlander is in the field m-f till march then off to train for a month elsewhere and we are STILL awaiting word on weather or not he actually has front row tickets to the show and no its not the greatest one on earth but it is the most redundant ...sigh.
So much to do not enough hours in the day...i find myself exhausted elated overstimulated and fulfilled in a way that i could never imagine.
I am on my way to being a business owner and that both thrills me and terrifies me. I have no idea why i am doing this, and yes you heard me right, but this idea it came to me and God has placed a certainty in my heart that it is without question going to be a success, that he is going to drive it into prosperity , and bring me to a place in my life that i want which is to be able to have the funds i need to carry out the personal acts of charity and help that i so very much want to be able to give.
Yes i know totally bizarre.
I want to work
so that i can give more away
I really am that off in the head hehe
I live to be moved by things
to feel deeply
on levels that at times practically rip my heart out
but it IS my purpose
When you carry the cross at the center of your life it defines your actions, it brings clarity and focus purpose and meaning to all actions and in actions.
Because sometimes the things we don't do are just as important as the things we DO .
Things happen to me. people cross my path,ideas appear in my head,directions are spoken to me as if someone left a message on my voice mail...
I get tired.
Sometimes...
and then i sleep and i am anew well OK i sleep drink coffee when i wake THEN i am anew
where am i going with all this
who knows
wait ok
its obedience. its about simple obedience.
For a strong personality that can be about as easy as trigonometry
and well that's exactly why you need to do it.
I do what i am told and it leads me to great and wondrous and sometimes ridiculous paths that sustain and create the sum of my life.
Thank you heavenly father for writing an adventure when you penned my days.
s.o.t.d.
Psalm 48:1 "Great is the LORD, and most worthy of praise
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