Shake me down

And so it begins, a long road that actually begins without fan fare, without emotions or tears just a few pieces of paper also known as "orders". Its what tells time right now, in that there isn't much time left together as a family or  a couple. Soon i will go to bed alone and wake up alone. My grocery bill wont be so high and eventually my husbands Harley shirt's and socks will disappear from the loads of laundry i do every day. And i think maybe for the time i have spent thinking about it i have spent equal amounts of time avoiding it. In my heart and in my mind i just move away from it , like the plague. But with those orders things change. And so does my approach, i call the star card the insurance and cell companies letting them all know he is getting ready to deploy. And in my heart i feel nothing and everything.

But I'm like rolling thunder,

Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,
Even on a cloudy day,

I'll keep my eyes fixed on the-
I'll keep my eyes fixed on the-
I'll keep my eyes fixed on the sun

Shake me down,
Not a lot of people left around, ooooh, ooooh