Saturday, December 4, 2010

It will keep you awake at night.....



[last lines]
Eli: Dear Lord, thank you for giving me the strength and the conviction to complete the task you entrusted to me. Thank you for guiding me straight and true through the many obstacles in my path. And for keeping me resolute when all around seemed lost. Thank you for your protection and your many signs along the way.
-Book of Eli


I have been consumed with several things at once , my 545 project , the foster kids we "adopted" to buy Xmas clothes and shoes for and these things sustain me and tear me apart all at once.
Emotionally i am uplifted and deflated with a synchronicity that floors me. The amount of need i see overwhelms me.I wish i had a magic pill that could fix each and every need.....
And i wish......so many many things.
I have had a emotionally overwhelming past few days.
It would be easier if i could turn off my heart.
Cause i cant save everybody but i want to.
But God you know he directs our path and once you KNOW this , it becomes difficult to walk away from where he leads you too.
These things keep me awake at night

I just want to be good



S.O.T.D.
To everything there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven.Ecclesiastes 3: 1

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